I hate the version of me that shows up after. The part that panics, overanalyzes, and forgets how to be okay alone. This episode is about the fear that comes with wanting to be known, and what it means to crave connection when it’s never felt safe.
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What Your Jealousy Is Trying to Tell You
Jealousy isn’t proof you’re bitter - it’s proof you care. In this episode, I talk about how jealousy can be a signal, not a flaw, and how to use it as a tool instead of letting it eat you alive.
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Body Hair
I used to not care about body hair. Now I find myself shaving more than ever - not because I want to, but because I don’t want to be judged. So when SKIMS dropped The Ultimate Bush, I started thinking about how something so natural became so complicated. In this episode, I unpack my own story, the history behind the hairless ideal, and how brands use shock value to stay relevant - even when it means selling us back the things we were taught to be ashamed of.
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When No One Wants You
i talk about rejection, childhood wounds, first relationships, and the weird shift from love to sex that happens when you grow up. about feeling undesirable, alone, and learning how to not lose myself in it. not a self-help episode. just me trying to make sense of it.
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Do Men Even Like Us?
This is the episode where I say out loud what I’ve been living: I don’t even sleep with people anymore, because it never feels genuine. We’re taught as women that being chosen is the ultimate goal but what happens when men don’t even respect the women they choose? From baggy clothes to frat-boy group chats, from internalized misogyny to the male loneliness crisis, this conversation gets messy, vulnerable, and very real.
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